Its a *sigh* day!

10 updates/info about me today:-

1. Tomorrow's my final exam for this sem
2. The 1st paper will be Introduction to Literature in English 2
3. I dunno know what Im reading
4. It doesn't seem to be sticking in this hollow heat of mine
5. Im freaking out BIG TIME!!
6. Im about to get a Panic attack anytime soon!!--PANIC attack!!!Major panic ATTACK!!
7. I dunno why Im still on the net blogging??!!!
8. Stupid pimples are popping outta my face like fugly mushrooms!!grrrr....:(
9. Im HUNGRY and ANNOYED at the weather!!--(its raining btw and my eyes are half close and its not even 8pm yet!!duhhh--I feel like sleeping but I CAN'T!!!--still need to fill this empty head of mine with some Shakespeare thingy majig!!!)
10. and...and...AND.....I want my mommy!!!!

Hui Shan tag me!!

Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What’s your ambition?
-I would like to become a successful PTD, working with the government and seeing the world.

2. What are you doing currently?
-Currently Im a student in UNITAR and doing my Bachelor's Degree in English.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
-Not that often,but when I do that is when I really feel awful and bad about myself--but I never seem to go through it. I love my life that much!!

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-Confidence eyy??Im insecure about myself almost all of the time, but when Im confident it would be when Im around people Im comfortable with.

5. How many babies do you want?
-Im thinking as many as God would want me to have. I dunno, my Ideal babies would be having twins, then 2 girls and 1 boy...yupps, sounds right.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-I don't really think about that, hmmm....I think I do.

7. What is your goal for next year?
-Next year I would like to be driving again and hope that my finance will be stable.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
-umm...I dunno!!Eternity seem so long and forever--I would be a 3 on this. So its a maybe.

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
-I like them to be tall, great built shoulder(so he can be able to hug me tight), have a good heart, good head on his shoulder, must have a thick wallet hehe, loves me unconditionally, can tolerate me and can get along with my family, understanding and not pushy, and ofcourse good looking is a bonus...:)

10.What feeling do you love most?
-Having a clear conscience and being stress free.

11. What is your bad habit?
-I play/twirl with my hair when Im sleepy/tired until it gets tangle.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?
-No, cause I think being hated means people notice you and you are worthy to be talked about!!--I dont care for this people, talk all you want!!--sticks and stones can break my bones but words can never hurt me!!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-Yes I do, I love my friends and every memories I have with them are meaningful and valuable to me.

14. What does flying means to you?
-Vacation

15. What do you currently crave for the most?
-a phone--Blackberry to be exact!!!

16. Define sexy?
-sexy is confidence!

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
-She's caring, very helpful, cute and adorable, has a genius brain, loyal, can be crazy retarded at times (hehe), and she's very close with her brother!!

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
-Shopping,Sleeping and Eating always makes me happy!!--I enjoy all this too much!

19. What will you become in another 10 years?
-In 10 years I would be a PTD working for the government and earning a 5 figure income--and having a husband and kids.

20. How do you feel about backstabbers?
-I think they should get a life!!

Now I would like to tag NAJAT, MARVIN, POJE, WILNI, MEI, YOU, YOU AND YOU!!!!

"Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything".
-Paris Hilton

Life

Something happened last Sunday and it was an akward feeling/situation. I am no longer "available", I am "booked"!! If you don't get me then you'll just have to wait a little longer for the details. I feel different, the feeling is weird and I feel.....*sigh*....words could not explain BUT I'm happy that he is happy.

NOT AGEN!!

What's with the DATUKSHIP??!!!--honestly, am I the only one who thinks that Malaysia is giving DATUK to any one?!! Dato Shah Rukh Khan.

.....LOL...hahahahahahahha.....kakakakakakakka......ekkeekekkeekkekekeke.......HILLARIOUS!!

I seriosly DO NOT get why they have to even award something like that to a foreigner......racist now eyyy???nope....not even...Im just looking out for my fellow Malaysians...I mean, don't we have other Malaysians who are deserving to be recognize??!!

Aznil maybe??

*pufffffffsssss* I dunno, atleast seorang rakyat Malaysia should be fine!!!

I think Ive commented on Chong Wei and I was spot on, he chocked BIG time!! and still this people want to play the DATUKSHIP game again.....whatever floats your boat guys, but if it backfires it'll be your asses!!

feeeeewhhhhhhh--------------LEGA DAH!

Im really nice, I swear! But I just dont like this hasty/stupid decisions that superiors are doing. Whatever it is, its just me and my thoughts--Im a free spirit.....

"Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything".
-Paris Hilton

Im very thankful--I love you FAMILY!!

Im BACK--Did ya'll miss me??!!

Happy Eid Mubarak my fellow friends, and I hope you guys had a good one this year. It dosent matter who and where you are, pokoknye you should be thankful for having an oppourtunity to celebrate another RAYA!!--I know I am, and there are a good reason for that!!

As for me, Raya 2008 is of course different from other Raya that my family and I had experienced. This year our family are getting bigger and bigger. We receive 3 new family members this year 3 abang ipar for me and my brother and 3 menantus for my parents.

The suasana was so different and it felt like the family was more complete with having the extra additions. Personally, I think this year tops all the other years that we had--just because my Dad was the "ratu airmata" and he was a very da darmatic one!! He was sobbing non-STOP when all of us gather around for salam Raya. I felt touched by his tears and by that I know the true meaning of Raya--I know my Dad felt it too and everyone in fact!--For my Dad I know he feels a pressure has been lifted from his shoulders as his 3 daughters dah laku, and have someone to take care of them!!--*sobsob* and for Mom she is just the Happy-go-lucky person that she is.

As for me, Raya is not Raya if family is not around--and Im very thankful for each and every members of my family. Eventhough we are not the 'Flanders' family but me still manage to get along and that is what counts.

I received RM200 for the first raya. Thanks to my abang ipar's for that!!--hehe...untung dapat abang ipar ramai2 tahun nh...dpt duit raye lebih2....jgn lupe next raya UP sket quota DUIT RAYA for me okey??!!--*wink*

So,this is how I spent my raya:-

(Bermaaf-maafan di pagi Raya!!--Dad was sobbing so I gave him a hug and whisper to his ears...jangan lupe duit raya Ayu tau!!--hehe..notty2..I know!!)

(Along and hubby Mahadi)

(Angah and hubby Amin)

(Alang and hubby Fido)

(my brother Poje and I single-mingle and ready to date...LOL...not really!!)

And...our extended family...Yunan'z Clan

Till next Eid Mubarak..

Love ya!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

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Friends

Sorry guys for the lack of updates....

Ive got soo much to do before the Raya holidays and Im no where near done!!

I promise myself not to blog until I finish my workloads but I just have to leave you guys with this:

"A friend is someone we turn to

when our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone we treasure for

our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives

with beauty, joy, and grace.

And makes the whole world we live in

a better and happier place".

If you dont undertstand it, its suppose to mean that you dont take advantage of your friends and you don't go around and threat your friends with disrespect. I hope your reading this, you know who you are!!!

There I said it!!

Im sane--I promise??!!--pinky swear!!

Last Weekend I had break fast with my family in Putrajaya. Nak dibuatkan cerite--cewwahhh!!--Otw there, we were stuck in traffic not any traffic tau,its the one where its "melekat"!!--usually my Dad can menyelit here, menyelit there but this time cannot!!--everyone in the car was like a madman!! We thought we were gonna break the fast in the car without any food or water!!! BUTTT thank GOD for the new Putrajaya highway--we still have 10 mins to spare. My Dad was pressing the gas peddal and no brakes at the high way but disebabkan orang2 yang beriman yang pose we sempat reach at my mom's place in the nick of time, and I was sooo glad that we reached there in time cause I was ssoooooo hungry that day and I felt like I was about to give up. Im glad I held on cause so far I dapat FULL!!--wohoooo...another 1 week to go until EID MUBARAK!!--Can't wait!!--:)

Anywho,

My sister and I decided to go to Alamanda to buy some things for the house (mentang2 lah dah kawen!!semua end up buying pencuci jamban lah, air freshners lah, Febreeze lah, pencuci pingan lah, penyental ini la, penyental itu la and that thing where you spray on your clothes so that when you iron it wont get crumpled--you know the usual "married people stuff")--I could help but to giggle...its so funny to see them shop for things they never ever though of buying when they were bachelors!!--ridiculous la they all!!

After all of the "household" shopping, we headed home because everything was closing!!--but being the Yunan's girls that we are, tak sah kalau tak singgah toile dulut!!--while waiting for my sisters, my abang ipar and I decided to act like retards and go on the kiddy rides at the mall--to tell you the truth, Ive always wanted to go on those but since it was in the middle of the shoppping complex and everyone can see how NGOK I am, I wouldnt wanna embarass me self!!hehe..

Ok,

Here are some pics to prove to you guys how retarded I can get!!--let the picture do all the talking!!

Yea, yea I know, the picture quality sucks, I only had my N76 phone with me at that time!!Sorry guys..:( The pics by the way, were taken by my abang ipar Amin Yussuf Mansor with the help or his wife Irna Kartika (which didn't help much I might add, all she did was laugh her head off!!--which is always nice to see since she's FIERCE!!!rawrrr--hehe)

You didn't think that was all did you??!!!....nope...Ive got more!!!Wilni--you ready...heheh...

I like the lighting in this picture, makes it look more dramatic!!--macam kat over the sea tak??!!hehe--anyways, Ill leave you guys with these pics..More updates next posts..hmmmm...thinking of doing some muffins noww....eemmmm...MUffinnNNss....*drool*

"Always look on the bright side of life!!"

Not in the mood--ngee!!

Ive been on RAYA mode for the past week or sooo....Im just too lazy to go to class or update

anything!!--Im just too MALAS!!...Anyways, I promise my next post will be worth reading, but until

then Ill just leave you guys here...wouldn't wanna waste your buzy time reading NOTHING!!--

hehe...and yes Ms. Hing Wilni I will post vain pictures of me just for you otey??!!



Till then,
later days...:)

Its your Birthday!!

I would like to take this oppourtunity to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUI SHAN!!

Happy Birthday sweet

GIRL...

May all your wish come true

SORRY I couldn't make it yesterday, but I hope you enjoyed yourself with the "tak siuman" people!!--ahaks..

I Love YOU gal n wish you get BOYFIE soon!!--hehe..:)

Have a good one this year!!

*MUAHKS*

Early Bird

Eary morning indeed.

Im in class right now but my lecture dosent start for another hour. I came to Uni very early today, Dad needs to shoot to Seremban for a 9.30 meeting. So, I had to get ready after sahur and go out from the house at 6.30am. Reached in Uni at 7am and I was blurr...

Nothing was OPENed and I didnt know where to go. Thank GOD there were other people as lost as Iam--hehe.

So, decided to sit at a bench near block A and took the oppourtunity to draft my literary review on Ismail. Feewh..had that done in 10 mins!! Bagus jugak aku datang awal, banyak idea!!--tapi...as far as I noticed I was writing 3 pages worth of crap!!--ngeee~

Neways,
On with my review...Later dudes n dudets!!

"You Promised MEEEEEE!!....."

"Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything".
-Paris Hilton

So over IT!!

I recently had a chat with a friend of mine that I haven't seen for a while. Damn, I really miss her!! Its been so long since we had a conversation, even though it was in MSN but it was worth it. At least I got the chance to catch up with her life and vice versa. RR and I have alot of things in common, we can relate to one another and we face the same dilemma and have gone through exact complicated situation (not telling!!)

A topic which occurred along time ago came up and I cant help but to wonder what went wrong. How the hell did we fall for the same guy at the same time and end up hooking up with him??!!-- and what got me confused was that we both didn't see it coming.

So, getting back to the falling for the same guy thing. Lets name this guy H, H is not a good looking guy to start of with. He's chubby, obnoxious, can be a jackass sometimes and is a "mama's boy". He is totally opposite of what I usually go for which is tall, broad shoulders, great smile, and a good sense of humor( like a certain someone I use to go out with)!!--well, to cut the story short we both made a conclusion that this H is a sweet talker!!--you know how sweet talkers are, they can get away with anything and squirm their way out of things. We think that's how we were played by this looser!!

Uurghh..it makes me sick to my stomach when I think about H and what he has put us through. Like RR always says, he is so ewwwww!!(that's the only word that can describe H perfectly)--LOL...but the positive thing is that because of that situation RR and I became closer. So, there is a positive in this screwed up, mellow dramatic situation...:)

If your reading this, I really miss you!!I hope you will come to KL and visit me sometimes. Bring AJ along ok!!--I love you Bitch!!*muahks*wink*;)..

Nothing out of the ordinary!

What's happening peeps!!

Another day of home alone, another day of same old routine, another day of me with the lappy!!

Finishing up some presentations I have for tomorrow, thank god the morning class is canceled--that means more zzzzzz time for me and I will be needing it since I will be up all night to finish this presentation and some assignments for Wednesday!!*sigh*

Too much to handle!!

No time for procrastinating!!

Aights, Im off to my Phonetics & Phonology presentation.

Ayu--out!!


"Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything".
-Paris Hilton

So much for Blonde!!

Before I begin, I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to ZAZA AZREEN!!--Im sorry gal, I know I promised you but I just had to take this opportunity!!Its paid for--ngeee...I know you'll understand!..:p

Alritey, I didn't even plan to do this today cause I promised a certain someone that I would do it with her--but when I see an opportunity, I wouldn't pass it for the world!! My mom wanted to treat herself to the saloon today and she asked me if I would accompany her. So, bile dah dengar ayat macam tu, ape lagi suke la I...Mommy will be paying!!ngee~

I had my roots redone today and I was hoping for a new colour cause Im feeling a bit "brave" this year. I was looking forward to being a Blondie, but that didn't happen!!--NO, its not because my Mom wouldn't let me. The ASO yang tak kasi I buat!!--Ive known this ASO from way back lagi cause her Mom was my Mom's hairdresser when she was little, so basically this ASO and my Mom grew up together. And because she knows me, she has my "best" interest.

I wanted to go BLONDE but she refuse to do it for me. REFUSE!!--she REFUSES to do it for ME!!--grrr!!

She said "alaa Moi, sayang la kalau you buat blonde nanti I kene "push" (which is bleach) your hair sampai putih, tak nampak itu hitam baru I boleh continue dengan warna medium blonde yang you nak tu, yela mula-mula memang la you nampak canek, lawa, rupa mat salleh one tapi nanti lama kelamaan lambut you akan rusak tau!!--haiya, better jangan la Moi. You try ini colour, lagi lawa maaa".

So I was like, *sigh* boooleeehhh laaaa....

And this is how it turn out.

all she can give me is BLONDE highlights

my not so obvious 'blonde' highlights

time for the base, which I stir myself!!

tadaaaa...yipeee...after 4 hours of bum rest!!

Yea, I know...NO difference right??!!My planned back fires!!sheesh..soo much for Mom's paying!!haha~

Note to self--beware of Mom's childhood friend. They have the tendency to manipulate you!!

Till then,

Toodels..:p

"Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything".
-Paris Hilton

Say CheEEsee!!

Gosh my blog is so boooring...I think its time for picture blogging now!!I have some pictures that is overdue but since my blog looks plain, I think I'll just upload them here...

So this is what's up, last Wednesday we had a field trip to watch a musical theatre called Ismail the last days at KL Pac (first class, stunning architecture). Since its a Literature class and we are going to do some acting/Drama, Mr. Najmi thinks it will be fun to take us to see a play/theatre since majority of us never saw one before.

The play was brilliantly done, I really enjoyed it and I couldn't believe that it was a local play--woooh. Trust me, Ive been to my fair share of musical theater and I think we hit home run!!I was really shocked to know that our local theatre "setaraf" with overseas. Brilliant!!!

Pictures, pictures...

HAhahahahha...I look soooo retarded!!Owh well~

Tata!!

La la la la---DOH!

Feewhhhh...

I finally manage to change my layout after all of the complaints I'm getting from 'supportive friends' *cough*NOT*cough* and I'm pretty sure ya'll would prefer this one better then the previous one (you better)!!--I do it with love...haha...but its still PINK, deal with it!!I ain't changing the colour no more!!

OK,
What else?--other then that I wanna wish Happy Fasting to all my Muslim friends. I'm hoping to get a full one this year (since I got my 'red flag' late last month) so I think Ive got the chance to make it full...but, we'll see. So far I haven't felt any discomfort--I don't feel hungry, I don't feel grumpy (except for morning classes--I get blur!) and my body feels healthy!! but of course I cant shake off the 'sleeping habit' I adopted since forever but hey, at least I'm not bothering anyone eyy?!!

God help me--this month is going to be a busy, busy, busy, hectic month for me, myself and I. I have 3 assignments, 1 coures forum, 2 presentations all due on the same week!!yuppps...SCREWED IS RIGHT!! I dunno how I'm gonna manage my time and Im Procrastinating big time...Im soooooo lazy!!I need some good pick me ups right about now!!

Anyone up for the challange?!

"Every woman should have four pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for everything".
-Paris Hilton

I feel like it!!

Start Time: 10.01 pm

2. Name:Idayu Khairin Mohamed Yunan

3. Nickname: Ayu

4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: Blue--because i like the flavour!

6. Zodiac: Taurus

7. Hair color: Chestnut base with blonde highlights to be exact!

8. Eye color: Dark Brown

9. Height: 158cm (I think)

10. Favorite Color: Pink, Purple and white.

11. glasses?: Sunglasses..:p

12. Braces?: nope~

13. Piercing/tattoos?: Piercing YES!!--tattoos NO!!--birthmarks U-HUH!!

******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?: YUP

18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: yups--very much!!

20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?:its for me to know and you to not find out!!

21. Skipped school?: Hell yes!!

22. Bungee jumped?:?? OHH NO, no, NOOOO...

23. Had sex outside?: ASTAGFIRULLAHALAZIM

24. Dumped someone?: yupps...I feel BAD!!--still do..:(

25. Been arrested?: Never!!so does that mean Im good??

26. TP'd someone's horse?: haha--now why would I wanna do that??!!

30. Been rejected?: Once...and not a good feeling!!ouch~

31. Been to a funeral?: uhuh--my aunt..bless her soul!

32. Used a lighter?: yupps...for birthdays!!

33. Been on stage?: Ive done my fair share of "entertaining" people--not telling!

34. Seasons: I've always like spring!

35. Food: Burgers, Fries, HOTDOGS!!--yum, yum..

36. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate Chip Mint

38. Person: I dunno

41. Book(s): Cecilia Athens novels are always good to read!

42. Movie(s): I lurve movies!!

43. Song: Im yours--:)

44. Park: Pushman Park, Canada!!--good memories there!

45. State: Selangorian!!--represent!

47. Sport to watch: Hockey lar..

49. Bands/musicians: I dunno...byk la...malas nak type!

50. Letter(s): kenape dgn letters??--tak paham!!

51. Restaurants(s): Mc D-O-N-A-L-D-S...masa riang, masa hebat, di McDonalds!

52. Cartoon Character(s): Eyor...

53. TV Station(s) : ASTRO, E!, MTV, V!!

54. Name for a son: Haven't gone that far yet...I'll get back to ya!

55. Name for a daughter: same..

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocolate

58. Long relationships or one night stands?: LONG LA..

59. Dogs or cats?: I have 3 CATS..

60. Scary movies or comedies?: COMEDIES

61. Short hair or long: LOng..

62. Croutons or bacon bits?: I dont eat PORK!

63. Kissing or hugging: DEPENDS ON SITUATION

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND*****

64. Mexicans: Sembrero..ahaks!

65. School: Teknik

66. Grasswhite: APO NI...

68. Canada: Ottawa

69. Mouse: Disease..

70. Hands: Writting

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?: Tak plak....

72. Talked on the phone?: ofcourse!!

73. Cried?: wut for??!!

74. Threw up?: Tak...Im not bulemic!!--is dat how u spell it??


75. Drank a glass of water?: Ha'ah...byk kali!!

76. Done Drugs: Drugs??Medicine u mean??--NOPE...I feel fine!

77. Read a book or magazine?: newspaper to be exact!

78. Watched TV?: Ha'ah..

79. Looked in the mirror?: OPCOZ...im vain--:p

80. Taken a shower? : DUH!!..is that relevant??!!

81. Taken a picture?: HEHE--YUPS!

82. Listened to music?: alwayz..

85. Told someone you liked them?: TAkde..

Time: 10.30 pm

Forgive and Forget

I made a bad decision...horrible!!!

Huge mistake that Ive made and there are no ways of turning back...

I wish I had a teleporter so that I can turn back time to 'those' days...

erase and edit what there is to be edited and take back those words that I uttered!!--'those' days where I meet you and hadn't made that heartless decision.

I wasn't thinking and I certainly didn't think about you.

I was selfish, I wanted to satisfy me, myself and I! I'm a horrible human being!!

I'm sorry that I have reacted that way towards you, you don't deserve it--I don't deserve you!!

Now i guess its karma...yups KARMA!!

what goes around comes around.

I deserve it!! BIG time....I just want you to know--I cared for you, I loved you, but yet I let you go...

I MISS YOU!!

PLZ forgive me!!

Why--Oh WHY??!!

WOW...

Huh?..What?...Who?...Really?...WHY?!!..

Lee Chong Wei awarded Datukship??

How in the world??...just by getting a Silver Medal in the Olympics??

SILVER...??!!ITS NOT EVEN GOLD!!!--sheesh...

I wanna become an athlete and win the Olympics so that way I can receive a lifetime monthly pension of RM3,000. I don't even have to work and money comes in....Thats kewl!!

But seriously speaking, I don't think he deserves the Datukship because he's still new in the arena and I think they should wait a little longer before they awarded something so prestigious to someone. I think Misbun Sidek is more deserving than Lee Chong Wei to be receiving the Datukship. I dunno, its just me!!--what say you?

Unicorn

Unicorn, unicorn, creature of fantasy
Such magnificent creation of great beauty
Leaving thy wonders of thy mystery
That is pondered upon, is thy creature of reality?

In what distant dream or land?
Bring sparkle of dust in thy mind
With power of greatness to define
Where mortal worship with divine?

Graceful strut with speed of light
Worship by the honorable knight
Staying true to the land of bright
Making way for the midnight flight

What the horn? What the wings?
What happiness does this creature brings?
What its forms? What exquisite being?
What wonders is this creature creating?

When the storm brings out its fury,
And the sun shone down and shiny,
Is the unicorn no more alive?
Or merely a dream we don’t realize?

Unicorn, unicorn, creature of fantasy
Such magnificent creation of great beauty
Leaving thy wonders of thy mystery
That is pondered upon, is thy creature of reality?

p/s:
This poem Zaza and I wrote for our Lit2 class. This is worth 2 marks and apparently Mr.Najmi really liked it and he gave us 3 marks instead...how kewl is that??!!hehe...:)

Bored as HELL!

Im in Old Town right now and Im bored as heck!!---I just finished my 9.30-10.30 lecture today and I have to wait for the next lecture which is at 2.30-5.00 and I have no clue how to pass the time....Im sooooo bored and tired...and I know by 2.30 Ill be exhausted and I wont even be able to listen to the lecture let alone sit still...The gap is soooo long and so far away that I spend most of my energy waiting....and waiting is not my thing--Im impatient and I don't like to wait, expecially waiting alone!!grr....KILL ME NOWWWW!!

3rd semester

New semester all over again....

I'm in my 3rd semester now and its the 3rd week and I still haven't gotten myself settled in. It is all thanks to the conventional mode...*cough*NOT*cough* Since the uni decided to upgrade their system with all of these conventional mode nonsense everything is chaotic. Everyone is still running around looking for lectures and still changing their schedule...seriously,no joke!!I had to change my schedule 3 times this semester because I was told that the subject that I wanted was not offered and they will keep me updated but....bla...nothing...owh well...I guess that's uni life huh?!!

This morning I had English Phonetics and Phonology with Pn.Suzie and we had to wait half an hour until we manage to find a class that is no occupied. The class that we were suppose to have were occupied and I think the schedule clashes with the other class since they were there first, we decided to make a move. Everyone was mixed up and and they have no idea where to go and what which class is where. Once we got settled in, the goddamn projector as usual are not working!!--why am I not surprise!! So of course they took around half an hour to get it to work because we couldn't start the lesson without the projector and we needed to see the slides since we still couldn't get access to the sms yet!!*sigh*

I was really pissed this past week because I came to uni hoping to start my 1st class in this 3rd semester but it turned out that classes were cancelled for the whole week.....no one knew class was cancel since we still could not access the sms and we waited there like stupid dum dum for the lecture to come...haiya...post something up at the door la!!sheesh man...I came to uni for the whole week but to find out that I went for nothing as the lectures didn't bother to show up!!!poooh~

Hope this sem will be good to me like the last sem I had...

*still keeping my finger's cross*

Only You

You,
you have left me with nothing but sorrow,
empty, cold and alone,
wondering if you would return to me,
you left me, you choose to leave me,
but I, weak as I am,
waited for your love.


I never knew how you could bring me joy,
even with your frosted heart,
and your scarcastic remarks,
I still wanted you, I still long for you,
you were the one that I wanted,
you were the one that I long for,


yes you, only you.


but sad, so, so, sad.
you didnt want me,
I gave you my all,
my heart and my soul,
my flower belonged to you,

yes, only you!


"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

...........!!!!..............

Today's lesson:-

1. When the restaurant says they're closing.They really mean it!!!--no compromising!
2. When you take pictures, make sure security guards aren't around.
3. When you download a file, make sure there is NO virus!!

lastly...

WHEN YOUR HAVING A HOLIDAY, MAKE SURE THE HOLIDAY IS REALLY A HOLIDAY...AND PLAN AHEAD...cause I'm having a shitty "holiday"...

nyeh.

That's all folks...

Life-line under attack!!!

"Unable to connect start-up. Contact your retailer".

HELP!!!I THINK MY PHONE IS INFECTED BY THE VIRUS!!!

I TRIED TO TURN IT OF, TAKE OUT THE BATTERY, TAKE OUT THE MEMORY CARD, LET IT TO REST FOR 10 MIN, WIPE SOME DUST OUT FROM THE MEMORY SLOT AND REASSEMBLE THEM ALL AGAIN....STILL CANNOT CONNECT!!!!

ARRGH...

"HABISLAH PLAY LIST AKU, MY SONGS, MY PICTURES, MY CONTACT NUMB, MY GAMES, MY THEME.......OH NO MY BRAND NEW DOWNLOADED THEMES!!!"--*sigh*

Its 10.29 am and I'm PISSED OFF!!---stupid virus thingy, eating up my phone, breaking it!!!I need my phone, I never thought it would be that important to me...until this kindda stuff happens...Im attached to it!!grrr...STUPID VIRUS!!!--THATS GONNA COST ME A FORTUNE TO GET FIXED!!!AND MY BACKUP PHONE IS AT SELAYANG & IM IN PUTRAJAYA!!!arrrghhhh...I hate this!!

So ppl...If you need me...just leave a message on my YM or MSN or FRIENDSTER or MYSPACE or MY TAG BOX!!

THATS ALL FOR NOW... :(

"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Slow--very,very SLOW!

Such a slow day...
Im in Putrajaya right now and will be for this week, Im planning to go to Ipoh though but I have to recomfirm that later...Im feeling so bored!!Exams are over and the 1 week "Holiday" that I was looking forward to having is turning out to be blah--Ive been on the net since I dunno when and I think I need glasses!!Been you tub-ing and theme scearching for my mobile and Im getting hyper...I love the people who invented these things cause seriously Im lovin it!!

Updates...
Nothing much happenning in my life, except for the fact that my sister's getting married and we're all kinnda busy with the preparations and stuff. Been surveying cheap candy stores that sells those XXL lollypops...haven't found the right store yet, still scearching for it!!Do you ever get the feeling that when your not looking for something you always come across it, but when you really need it you can never find it and its either out of stock or out of season.I just hate it when that happens...Having said that,If you people know where those XXL lollypops are sold please,please inform me ASAP...thanks!!

I better get to my you tube now...Im downloading Sindarela episode 22...Ddnt get to see it last week..to busy with stuff!!

Anywho,
Cau Cendol!!

"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

~Farewell~

A shout out to my cuz Afiq aka Apek,

(From the left: CikNah,Una,Umi,Apek,Along,Me,Poje n Hafiz)

Have fun in Aussie and I wish you the best of luck!! We will surely miss you man and don't forget to bring me back some cute mat salleh aights...:p

I love you Apek n I'm gonna miss having you around!!

Cau cau...

Lastly,
Aussie, Aussie,Aussie!! Oii..Oii..Oii..
hehe..I just had to do that!!

"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Look at all them fishy!!

Guess what I did today?!!

I went for a "Fish Foot Spa"..the ones where you get to put your feet in the pool thingy and little cute fishes come and eat your "dead skin"...the lady told me that it was suppose to be good for you and what not--So, since it was cheap (rm 5 for 10 min) and its suppose to be "good" for you, I figured what the hey!!

I needed the spa anyways, I needed something to clam me, something for the stress I felt just now... I had to write a 3 hour paper and I'm exhausted!!sheesh man 3 hours of writing really make my hand cramped!!seriously no joke...I though my hands were gonna give up on me, put I hung in there and finished what I had to do.

How did it felt? Well, it was ticklish at first but after a while I got the hang of it and manage to relax...The experience was interesting and I kinda enjoyed it (but I wished I can dip my hands in there instead)...it can be alot more relaxing if it was not situated in the middle of the shopping complex!!--owh well..

After 10 minutes of the foot spa...I felt great and my feet looks so fresh!!I'm not kidding...it really does...I recommend it to people who likes to wear flip-flop to try this cause your feet will look good afterwards...hehe..trust me on this!!--but make sure to go to the toilet first if you have a weak bladder cause the water is cold and you may feel like going to the loo...just a suggestion!!

I took the liberty to take some pictures to show you guys how its done!!hehe..

Till then,

Enjoy!!

This is interesting!!

Shortest relationship?
Shortest relationship???hmmm...3 months...

Last gift you received?
urmmm...MNG t-shirt from my sis..

Ever dropped a cell phone?
Hell ya--have u seen my phone??

Last food you ate?
Kenduri food..

Last club you visited?
Oh dear me--its been a while..Modesto..

Last smoke?
Nope..not for me..

One favorite song?
Stuck by Stacie Orrico (i think dats how you spell her name)

Where do you live?
Y'd u wanna kno??--Selangor Darul Ehsan.

Last wedding you attended?
My Cuzzin's weddin yesterday at Banting...fuyoooo--long drive ok..

Where is your favorite place?
My room--I like my privacy

Can you cook?
Actaully yea...but dun tell nyone!!

Last time you cried?
Saya bukan RATU AIRMATA..nope...

Why were u crying?
.......i just told you!!!

What do you hate most about yourself?
that im gaining sooo much weight and im scaring myself!!

Can you sing?
me sing??!!--urm..yea..i can carry a tune!!--not

Do you smoke?
whats with the question??didn't you ask me that already??!!sheesh--NO I DON'T.

Pancakes or French toast?
PANCAKES most definately!!

Do you like coffee?
uhuh--i love it, i love it, i love it, i do!!

Last person who sends you a message?
well i send an mms to myself because i wanted to active my 3G..hehe..

Can you play pool?
nope--my ex has taught me and he gave up...grrr..

Can you swim?
swim meh??--can,can..but not as good!!I'll probably drown if you put me in the ocean..

Favorite flavor of ice cream?
chocolate chip mint

What time did you wake up this morning?
morning??more life afternoon...heheh..

What are you doing this weekend?
Most probably doing something with my family...preparing for my sister's wedding perhaps.

Are you smiling?
NOO--its to early to smile...besides,im alone!!

Do you miss someone right now?
I always miss someone...

Do you have a crush?
Ofcourse I do..Im just human!!

Who is your closest cousin’s name?
Hafiz ngok-ngek!!

What were you doing 10 minutes ago?
I think I checkd my Friendster.

If you could go anywhere right now, where?
Back to my school years....I miss being popular!!--wahahaha...

Food you're craving for right this minute?
Raviolli at Fratini's--damn good!!

Name a person who's name starts with the letter "j"?
Jack

Where do you usually hang out?
At home, I'm really not that type of gal...easy n steady..that's the way I like it.

If you were to change careers, what would you want it to be?
I want to be a DIPLOMAT!!!--I can get immunity!!wehoo~

Now I want to tag Shan, Azzef, Zaza, Poje and whoever that wants to try this!!hehe..:p

End of semester--finally!!

Its the end of semester and feewh--its finally over!! Well not really over, still waiting for the exams this Wednesday...n I'm psych!!I'm ready for the exam...bring it on!! Ive been studying my butt of this pass week and if it isn't to much to ask, I am hoping for a distinction...*still keeping my fingers cross*

This semester has brought me new definition of a short semester!! Seriously, if you were to ask me about having a short semester...Id just say...short semester should be abolish!! I personally don't see the significance of "short semester". Let me put it like this, you basically have to cover everything about that particular subject in 2 months time? and add on the assignments, the lectures, the occasionally "spacing out", how much time do you actually get to "master" the subject? 1 month (more or less). See, I really don't see the point of it.

I cant help but think that sometimes short semester is just something to torment and torture us. I mean, you gotta do this, and you have to remember that, and sometimes I feel like Ive been running around like a chicken's head been cut off you know...And that is not a pretty side of me..urgh...

(breathe in, breathe out)

OK, look on the bright side...
This blog is definitely here to stay, Ive made up my mind about it and since I have so much to say...I just say it (indirectly) to this blog. That's the beauty of this course, you get to write anything and there is no right and wrong answer. That's my cup of tea. I seriously enjoyed this course because I found out something about myself. I learned that I could write poetry, yups poem!! I never thought I had it in me. Even though my poem are not up to the standard yet, but I'll definitely write more just for the fun of it. Who knew,writing poem was fun (I surely don't) hehe..

Its a shame though, having to leave this subject in 2 months time, I wish Id have a little more time so that I can really find myself and style. I hope I do, I hope I will...Still hoping for the best.

Exams...here I come!!!

Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Writing Fiction

An Unforgettable moment in my life

It was not too long ago that this particular moment in my life occurs (exactly 5 months 26 days and 5 hours ago). It was like something in a storybook, something "fairytale" like, something that happens only in dreams and not in real-life. It was an unforgettable moment in fact. It was just a normal day, but that normal day was not an ordinary day for me as I remember it as clearly as it was like yesterday.

He was Johnny, my ex-office mate. We don’t always see eye to eye as our work usually requires us to sit down and brain storm together. We always end up in arguments but being the gentleman he is, he always manages to give in to me. I am, being in a Public Relation and Communication person and he as Operation Manager, it requires us to come out with brilliant idea on how to do promotions and make sure we live up to the company’s expectation and image. After few years working together, we finally worked out our differences and we became closer (just as a friend) as both of us have other people in our lives and there are obviously no feelings towards one another.

At that time, both Johnny and I have our own partners. Maria was Johnny long time girlfriend and also happens to be my good friend. Yes, beautiful Maria, long silky black hair, fair skin, gorgeous smile and she has this bubbly personality that makes it impossible to hate her. And I of course have my own little ‘boy toy’. His name was Alex; he has straight black hair parted at the sides, nice built shoulder, he’s six foot tall and has nice pearly white teeth. Alex and I were together for more than 5 years. Our relationship was a disaster waiting to happen. We have no communication what-so-ever, how we manage to stay in this mentally abusive relationship for 5 years, beats me. I think it’s because Alex tends to be needy at times and constantly wanting me to ‘baby’ him is why our relationship failed. I could not take it anymore.

After few years working with the company, I have decided to move on with my career path. I need to go away, I need changes in life, I need to meet new people, and change my work environment, at least I need time to ponder on my life and where I’m heading. I have accepted a job in a different state. The pay was way better than the job that I had then and they offer more benefits. Johnny was the first person I told, he was happy for me and wishes me well in my life, he tells me that if I need anything I’d to call him without hesitation and that made me felt better. We bid farewell.


One day I thought of calling Maria as I was planning to come back for a visit. I tried to call her number, but it was not in service. So I scroll down my phone book and landed on Johnny’s name, I immediately dialed it and was relieved to hear there was a dial tone. Luckily he hasn’t changed his number I thought to myself. I hear a familiar husky voice on the other line and I know it was Johnny. We had a long conversation until I forgot the real reason why I called him, to ask for Maria’s number. He gave me her number and we ended the conversation there.

When I finally came to visit, I tried calling Maria again, still no answer. Then I tried calling Johnny hoping that Maria was with him. He paused for a while and he told me that they broke up a year ago (almost the same time Alex and I broke up) so I invited him out for dinner (just as a friend).

He accepted, and we had our first unofficial date in Hartamas Square. We talked for hours. Catching up on each other life, update on friends at work, we talked about random things and I was so surprised that we share the same interest and we were on the same page about relationship and marriage. It was getting really late until be didn’t realize that the restaurant was closing, he sent me home and we start to call each other every day without failed. One thing let to another, and I can feel his sincerity towards me and I had never felt that before in any of my relationships. We gave it a shot at having an official relationship.

We’ve been together almost two years now and Johnny proposed to me on my 27th birthday at our “fist unofficial place with exact spot and ambiance” he made the place and setting look exactly the same like when we were there the first time. It was so romantic and majestic that the only thing that I can do was cry. He’s not my perfect image of a boyfriend, and he is definitely not prince charming, but he has humor and his sincerity caught my eyes.

Half a year later, I am Mrs. Johnny. Our relationship was something that we never expected to happen. He’s my knight in shining amour, my Romeo, my soul mate, my everything. And the moment he puts the ring on my finger was the moment that I will never forget. Never…have I LOVED YOU JOHNNY!!

"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Life Writing

This little African boy is Kenny, he's 3 years-old and he's just adorable. Just look at his smile and his cute little hair cut. The necklaces that he's wearing was made by his mother. It represents his tribe and his coming of age ceremony.

Speaking of that, Kenny is now celebrating his coming of age ceremony. You can tell by his face that he looks a bit nervous because he has to perform some sort of ritual that is ancestors did in order for him to prove to his tribe that he is becoming a man.

Poor Kenny, he's clinging tightly to his beloved mother. Don't be fooled, that big red and white wool cloth behind Kenny is actually his mother. I was told that women in that particular tribe are suppose to wear those huge cloth when at this type of ceremony because they are the ones who will "welcome" the boy who is now a man into the family. Isn't it interesting?

Well, the crowd is getting bigger and that means the ceremony is about to start soon. I better take my place to get a better view of little Kenny. I hope Kenny's ready.

"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Picture Perfect (Child Prodigy)

I am not you,
and you are certainly not me,
I crave for your touch, attention, and your all,
I keep on running, but there is nowhere to hide,
I am going, I am going and I am gone.

The trees are swaying as the branches dance merrily,
I long to be merry, thus I am nowhere near.

I am different, I know I am,
There is no doubt,
There is no denying,
I am me, and there is not more than that,
A soul trapped, by the demands of life.

Trapped, hurt, lost,
In people's perception of the picture perfect.


"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

A Piece of Heaven

(Sender)

Here I lay, cool and calm,
The air at ease with the gentle wind,
The deep blue sea, welcoming, exquisite,
As the waves were mellow, biding me farewell.

The palm tree dance like there is no tomorrow,
Its heart gleam with all its might,
The sun shines its ray below,
As if it was saying "Hello".

As I lay here cool and calm,
Reminiscing the days that were gone,
I may not be at home,but I felt at ease,
Like the air that blew that very instance.

I won't be long,
I won't be gone.
I will be back,
Back at home,

Bringing you a little piece of Heaven.


(Receive)

I hear you say,
You were at ease,
Delighted to hear,
That you are there.

The sea is calm,
I can tell,
Your tone is fresh,
Delighted with the heaven.

The heaven is sweet,
I know it is,
By the postcard that I receive,
You bring me that piece.

That little piece of heaven.

"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Tonight

(Sending)

The night is young,
The moon is bright,
My heart is flustering with delight,
My every move were triggered by my memory of you,
Wondering if you were remembering of me too,
I am gay, and I hope you are too,
But there is one little thing that I want from you;
Not the stars in the sky, or the blooming dandilions,
at the back of your yard,
But only, to know if you would join me for tonight?

(Receive)

My heart is aching as I see you dance,
Move slowly in an un rythmatic way,
Your sway is not as smooth as ice,
But your face is gleemed with fresh lights,
The night is young, it certainly is,
I thought of tonight but I am nowhere,
But, you are there,
Here is the night, that has danced away.


"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller

Activity 3

A workaholic father (an accountant) was forced by his bossy wife to bring his 16-year-old daughter to a romantic play at an exclusive theatre. It's his daughter's birthday wish. For each character, write down the narration of the event.

The Daughter:

What a wonderful day today, the sky is blue and the air is just refreshing. I know that I'm going to have a good day today. I can't seem to get this Bubbly song out of my head, but I don't mind it as I'm feeling the same way too. As I'm getting ready to go to the theatre I can't seem to find an outfit to wear. I just hate it when that happens, I don't know why its so hard for me to find something to wear as my closet is full with clothes that still has it's tag on. It's just because of today maybe, days like this makes me want this day to be special. Finally, I found something that's worth wearing for this special event. I took a last look at myself before I went down as I want every inch of me to be perfect. I smiled with satisfaction as I know I am ready, and I hope Dad's ready too!!

The workaholic Father:

*sigh*...I put on my pants that I've been wearing for the past week lazily, I walk up to my wife and gave her this sharp glare. I can feel that she is secretly laughing with satisfaction as I can tell from her face. I'm exhaused, brain dead, and messy!! Do I look like I'm up for this type of thing. I'm just hoping that the day would be done as fast as lightning. Suzie..I called my teenage daughter to come down quick as I want to get it over and done with.


"Every true genius is bound to be naive."
Friedrich Schiller